Just when I think I'm getting back on top and settling in to my new reality, I'm thrown a curve ball that puts me back at the starting gate again. Without going into too much detail, suffice it to say that I got really worked up and worried about the kids. It was not without merit but it was a rough go of it nonetheless. My tired and puffy eyes this morning are a testament to the terrible night of "what ifs" that I endured last night.
I feel calmer today. Fresher today. A little better able to tackle the situation at hand but still not as strong as I'd like to feel. Everyone around me tells me how strong and capable I am but some days I still just want to pull the covers over my head and not get out of bed. I suppose that's normal. Still, these setbacks frustrate me and make me wonder if I'm on the right path and doing this whole thing "right".
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